So tomorrow my mum is going in for an operation. She should be in hospital for about a week recovering. She has had to tell the school but only a few teachers have spoken about it to me. I have only told one or two of my closest friends and then my mum also told one of her close friends who told her daughter (one of my close friends) so now she knows to, but I don't mind.
I have not really thought about it that much and have tried pushing it to the back of my mind but the truth is, I'm nervous. Nervous of what is happening in that operation room, nervous about mum's recovery and nervous about not be able to see my mum for a week.
I'm not one of those girls who can't be separated from their mum and who gets home sick when they are over at their friends house, I have been on week long school trips and had an amazing time, it's just that this time, mum is going in for an operation. And not just a small one, a big one. I know she is going to be okay because she has got an amazing team of doctors and staff behind her but I can't help being a little nervous. She is holding everything together but I'm sure that inside she is nervous.
I'm staying with Dad and Jaz and I just hope that they don't get into any fights and that Jaz doesn't give Dad any attitude. She is wearing him down and it's not helping his health. Sometimes he gets really angry because she said something really bad or selfish. I'm sure everything will go fine but I just needed to get my thoughts out.
I can't get to sleep because I'm nervous for tomorrow. I wonder if anyone at school will remember.
I'll tell you how it goes...
Love dolphinlover xx
